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Sunday, September 17th, 2006
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mew
he'll be home soon. but thats not soon
enough
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im super ready for niko to come home now
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Thursday, July 13th, 2006
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i miss him so.
its my birthday
i would love just to have him hold me
ya know and talk to him hear his voice
but hes having a great time and i will too.
now im 16. wow. whend that happen?
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a phrase that racks through my mind
"why buy the cow if you can get the milk for free"
where is this going?
he doesnt care about me the way i want him too
or does he and i just not notice
fuck i hope lisa is okay, i love her too much
i hope she remembers that.
:/
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Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
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oh pure physical attraction
and cute crushes
on blushing boys
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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i feeel so sick. like i am swallong full eggs and they wont go away and everything is gross and soar and stingy and it sucks. and i hate it and i feel gross
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Monday, January 9th, 2006
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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
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i feel sick
my friends dont contact me
i dont want to talk exist
or be i just want to sleep for weeks.
crying in more painful than cutting is
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Saturday, December 10th, 2005
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hmm
i dont know at all
about like anything.
hmm
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Sunday, November 27th, 2005
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fucking telemarketers and random calls
i need sleeep dont disturb me if its not important
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Monday, November 14th, 2005
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im cold like all the time
very close to being over him.
its pretty tight
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Saturday, November 5th, 2005
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onion rings
are good
friends ignoring you
bad
oh. life, its a big silly guy
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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HATE HATE HATE
everything sucks right now
everyones leaving me
theyve got so much better
i no bodys #1
i fucking just want to start new
somewhere new
where people cant make assumptions
where i can be a new person
that;d be so neat.
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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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lisa, its november. i might really need you.
i want to just leave and start new somewhere.
i wish i never took that improv class.
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Sunday, October 30th, 2005
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lisa
i miss
lisa soo much
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
lisa soo much
i miss
lisa
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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
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its like since i dont ahve a problem thats my problem
im cold and tired.
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Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
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finally im feeling like i am happy
i have no problems to worry about
i fear i will start making them all up!
now i have to work on locating
and attacking my bestest buddies
of whom i ahve lost contact.
oh yes. i will never do anything
i dont want to do without good reason.
dont guilt me thats not right..but
im not going to be walked on
im going to be better overall.
i am going to be happy.
im going to be truthful
and im going to love
and i will be here for everyone
and i will be happy lil girl
the way i fucking deserve to be.
i look back on what i was last year this time
embarrassed, awkward, hurting, shy..i
am just so proud of the progress i ahve made
in making myself a better person.
ive gotten even more involved in the things
i love..and have really gone about becoming friends
with the people i want to be with.
im not going to putt around with shitty people
who have shitty lives and make everyone else
shitty. im going to help myself.
im really happy right now.
everything is going pretty damn well
except that there is a tree outside
that scratches the window and freaks me out
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